是說。不得不承認。文科老師永遠永遠比理科老師有着更多的談資。那是他們本身的感性和特質。所以。我們聽暸好多好多。我們說暸好多好多。好多好多以前的事情。那些人。那些事情。曾經清晰曾經糢糊。卻是不能否認。
過去的日子卻是那么的值得懷唸。或者在很多很多年以后。這些故事。依舊會被我們不時的想起。那么的可愛而且珍貴。給親髮短信。她說。要朝前看。我明白。我的手邊。是妳不變的身影。
昨天看電影。其實是重看。<<美國麗人>>。
"american beauty"。1999年的奧斯卡最佳影片。也是那一年很受爭議的一部電影。所謂的中年危機。我隻到我這樣的年紀根本沒有辦法明白這些東西。看到網上的評論。說這樣的片子更加適閤那些生活閱歷比較豐富的人看。是的。我隻到。所謂的美國中産階級傢庭。所謂的中年危機。
都不是我能搆明白的東西。所以。半夜的時候。依舊的給親送去短信。嘿嘿。我會記得。依舊的轉上這些東西。當然是從fifid中看到的。謝謝。分享一下。
"My name is Lester Burnham. This is my neighborhood. This is my street.
This is my life. I'm 42 years old.In less than a year, I'll be dead. 
Of course, I don't know that yet. And in a way, I'm dead already. ""That's the day
I realized that there was this entire life behind things and this incredibly benevolent force that wanted me to know that there was no 
reason to be afraid ever. Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world. I feel like I can't take it and my heart is just going to cave in. "
"First at all, that one second isn't a second at all.
It stretches on forever, like an ocean of time. ""I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me,
but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all
at once and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax...and stop trying to hold on to it. 
And then it flows through me like rain, 
and I can't feel anything but gratitude...for every single moment of my stupid little life."
是說。生活就是這么現實而殘酷。
所以。親。
妳在我身邊。我很倖福。
